Tuesday, December 23, 2008

A Few Stanzas


So i've have been reading A.W. Tozer's Knowledge of the Holy. Great book! you should go get it right now and read it! anyways, in an attempt to remember what i have read i started to write a short stanza on each chapter. only got three chapters into it and it probably won't make sense unless you have just read the chapter. but i'm ok with that....Have a Merry Christmas!!! Make Jesus a birthday cake or something!


What thought does matter in my mind?
Incomprehensible, thou art,
come quick to flood my hardened heart,
wash away worry of false kind.

Eternal fire, can no one know?
A truthful word, what man can tell
Thoughts may rise but all will fail,
Move my heart by your Spirits flow.

Ever changing, my attributes flawed
Unchanging, I Am that I Am
Perfect grace, written on thine hand
Love your name, ageless mighty God.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Christmas Resolutions

“If the axe is dull and its edge unsharpened, more strength is needed but skill will bring success.” Ecclesiastes 10:10

These are my resolutions for the Christmas break, committing to reflect on them on a daily basis, that my axe may be prepared and sharpened for the task of knowing God on a deeper level during this time of rest.

Resolved to memorize scripture on a daily basis, separate from my time in prayer or in the word.

Resolved to spend set aside time every day before lunch in intentional prayer, praising and consistently interceding for people.

Resolved to wake up before or right as my alarm clock goes off to prevent me from turning like a door on its hinges in a place of weak capacity to take thoughts captive.

Resolved to study entire books of the Bible in addition to any other reading I do.

Resolved to engage in some form of physical activity as many days as possible in addition to a reasonably healthy diet, for my body is the temple of the Holy Spirit.

Resolved to take extreme caution in whatever I allow to pass before my eyes, for they are the lamp of my body. If darkness enters, my whole body will be absent of light.

Resolved to pray before I spend money on trappings of Christmas, asking God to guide my heart toward faithful stewardship of the blessings he has entrusted to me.

Resolved to, with my family, focus on making Christmas less about us and more about giving materially to advance the kingdom of God.

These resolutions have been written with a knowledge of what I know stirs my affections for Christ and what I know robs me of my pursuits of him. Lord may my feet run from legalism to you.
“Therefore, offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God. This is your spiritual act of worship.”

Friday, November 28, 2008

Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving is the gateway into Christmas. How do I know this? Well I’m sitting in Starbucks on Thanksgiving morning listening to “I’ll be Home for Christmas,” Frank Sinatra style, while red cups decorated with the marks of the holiday are scattered around the shop, but I haven’t heard one song about turkeys, or seen any pilgrim hats decorating the counters. I think people needed a date they could start decorating their houses with fake Christmas trees, Santa Claus heads and manger scenes, and at the same time gorge themselves with obscure, yet glorious combinations of food! Cranberry sauce and mashed potatoes! This is the only rational explanation. Indians helping out pilgrims learn how to plant corn can’t be that significant. I’m sure there are more significant events in history to celebrate than those of Thanksgiving, but I love it anyways and wouldn’t trade it for anything…except Christmas. So as long as there is food, I will gladly celebrate.

As the name implies, I got out of bed early this morning to take advantage of today by reflecting on all I am thankful for. I realize everyday should be marked by unceasing thanksgiving to God from whom every good and perfect gift comes, but I need improvement, and hopefully today will be good practice to bring about a habit of joyfully shouting out thanks to my Father out of the overflow of the truth of what he has done for me. When I think about it, I am only thankful for one thing, or really I can only look at the blessings in my life through the lens of one source, and that source is of course God. I am thankful for God. I am thankful for who God is. The triune God, perfect in power and knowledge. Perfect in love. Out of this perfect love, he created me, and out of his perfect love he died for me. For this I thank him for he has…

Taken me, his once great enemy, and died for my offense.

Snatched me from death, absolute nothingness…bereavement of every kind…absence of the only thing worth existing for, and brought me to Himself, where life has its beginning.

Reached down into the pit to pull me out, clean me off, and carry me in his arms.

Given me the privilege of being buried with him in death, and being raised with him to new life.

Rescued me that I may grow in love with him for a short time here on earth, and for eternity face to face.

Taken a slave to death and Satan, and made me a slave to righteousness.

Always heard my prayer, regardless of how I judge his response.

Countless times reminded me of my spotlessness and his UNCHANGING love when I turn my back to him in sin.

Loved me right now as I write this as much as he always has and as much as he always will. Perfectly!

Given me a mother and father I don’t deserve.

Given me sister who teaches my tough heart to laugh until I cry over the simple things of life.

Given me a friend who sticks closer than a brother.

Given me friend who teaches me by action that obedience to God is more important than my life.

Shown me himself through colors racing around a setting sun.

Wringed my soul when I look at the expanse of stars that scream to the eternity inside me.

Created me for more than my years on earth, but instead, for eternity.

Carried me in his arms as a Father carries his little boy, with a love he could never understand.

God eternal, who can explain? My greatest effort to think of you is like straining with the extent of my mind to understand a singular grain of sand, while I stand on an expanse of a beach stretching out over the horizon. To you Yahweh, I give my thanks and my life. Take my worthless heart and bring it into the holy of holies as a sacrifice to you, the worthy King.